HEROINE

So this is today... and i cant remember when was yesterday. each day feels like a dream, like a deja vu. so many things have been done within a month that i cant figure out where i am right now... am literally living out of a suitcase!
Amidst all you kinda tend to forget the other 'real' life that overshadows this real life... the school.. the dorm... the exams!!!
I posted the first blog during those exams now i am posting this when it is time for 'judgement day' not necessarily meaning it's apocalypse... my brain refuses to take in all that!
The 'brave new world' is very weird for me, too many days of tourism can get you bored and then you wonder when it will come to an end. When you get yourself overworked you still wait for it to come to an end....
Yet the world in my mind intrigues me no end... how i get bored and fatigued at the same time... how am excited and oversensitive all at once. One day I feel I cannot leave the country I was born in and the next I feel this insatiable thirst for adventure.. to go into the unknown, the profane as they say!
Its almost time for me to return to my base, the possibilities on the other side are endless;
For now am the marionette.. even i am unsure of the tricks i play up!

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passer by said…
i remember you once saying..you wanted to write a book.hope this at least is the prelude to the prelude..
March 23, 2008 at 11:50 AM
Deepanjana said…
if u think this can qualify as a prelude to the prelude, i thank u for ur graciousness!
April 16, 2008 at 7:36 PM
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